People...

I seem to notice people a lot.

It's raining. Sitting on the train a few drops of water trickle past my face. It's peak time and I'm surrounded although it is not full to the point of chocking.
So many faces, so many names, so many odour's (which anyone will notice in a packed confined space of a train carriage).

I look at the people sitting behind me through a tiny reflection in the window. They are all the same. They all have their little things, their jobs, their friends,their lives, their trains of thought, their beliefs & the things that make them tick.

But I don't get them, at least not right now. I know they could be looking at me in the same way. "What the hell is this guy doing? Who does he think he is just coz he has a camera in his hand. What the hell is he taking pictures of now any way...". All those little stupid questions that I think to myself when I see people and all those little comments that I make to myself about people.

It has always been a thing for me. To see what a person is thinking in a certain situation, at a certain time and at a specific moment. I don't mean to find out as to study it like a psychologist, to carry out tests under controlled situations or any thing, but rather to read the mind at the moment that you see someone do some thing or the moment that you see someone react to some thing. Better yet at the moment that you are walking past a person and for an instance your eyes lock, those awkward moments that you wonder what they are thinking.

I ponder this too much I think. It's 3 am and I really need to go to sleep...
Problem is I have to be really tired nowadays in order to sleep so that I don't think too much. I love thinking to myself but right now, thinking could be the end of me.

Good night...